;-)

so its a new day and im feeling much better than yesterday.....actually im in a calmer mood but im restless...i dont know wat im expecting or waiting for but it feels good....so i shall practice patience.

Priyanka finally read the d.d.d, ok i kinda pushed her to do it but i warned her its all about me which she noted...but its my space and my way of expression so hey...lets jus enjoy it shall we. ;-)

so work is goin ok, bn a gud week, ok much better than last week and i hope it ends on a good note and the weekend is even better. i was expecting my pal G.G but she postponed to next weekend which is not so bad coz atleast i will have sme money so no limits coz who reallly likes limits- def not this Diva....so next weekend it is...dinner, drink, dancing...another d.d.d. .geeez im smart!

so im invited last minute for my colleagues farewell party, uh yesterday would have bn gud wen u mentioned it to everyone else not today as a by-the-way-back- up..no thank you. id rather sit in the salon and get my new hair do...a short funky hair cut....so i politely declined. cheerz mate.

so im really feeling like a facial- my face needs it so i think i will, maybe a massage too...lets budget on that....

nway gotta get bak to getin my mulla so check u out later d.d.d....

all my love.

unnecessary language

so today or ryt now im very upset or is livid a better word. So in the last one week iv bn called all sorts of names- lazy, disorganized, kiddish, no moral authority?????? Like what is happening? I seriously dont knw bt the sad part is all these came from pple who i hold dear or look upto. So if thats how they see me...should i care, be hurt, upset, take as critiscm, bullshit talk, be strong like i always am??? Or jus move to anotheer country or location or jus ignore them? Im jus distressed to say the least....i had sme cleaning to do bt these commments have left me wit jus bout enuf energy to have dinner and sleep...things tht seem normal.
Wel wat il do is nothing, for now except mind my bizness. Too tired and preoccupied wit work to let it drain me further.
Wel two things may help- getin a new hair do tomorrow, spa date on saturday and maybe a meet up wit a good pal.....lets see which brings the most peace.
So its dinner then sleep i repeat. Thats wat u can control so leme run wit it.
I hope ur gud,bn meaning to blog bt never quite have the right frame of mind wea i can express freely....wel i guess it came today bt not my best mood....il pray for peace coz i need it.'catch u later...d.d.d....all my love!

Change!!

hiiiiii!
so 1st blog of this year...and it feels gud....ok, so im kinda hungry- totally craving for my lemon and honey tea.....but the office is damn busy ;-( bt i will find a moment- i know i will......

so i took a moment and actually went thru sme of my earlier blogs and u know what...d.d.d is actually pretty gud..... Hi 5 to me and us!

so work is so crazy right now....as in im doing work for two people and both are taxing and quite busy....bt u know in life we all have choices- so i choose to rise above it- its hectic but only the strong do survive and build reslience. so im gona do them both to the best of my ability. coz u know im a Diva- i do it big. i survive.plus alot of smiles and good cheer.

so of late bn catching up wit a good friend and its bn nice..ok...its bn wonderful. i have enjoyed myself, learnt a lesson or two and even went on a road trip- thats gud. so 3 cheers to good friendships that add value to our lives.

so its a new year......lukin upto new things to happen and make life as fabulous as ever!! ok not quite but i jus realized...i live my life wit alot of fear..ok who doesnt...but im being positive and praying about it coz if i continue to live my life wit fear,,,,not much is gona happen....iv set sme deadlines but one of them is for March....that will happen and i jus gota put my best foot forward and be positive, have sme faith and work hard and everything will be okay.

so leme get bak to work and he next time i see u.....il share sme me stuff.....u know it feels good to treat urself well..wen u luk good, u feel gud!

cheerio daily diva delights....tonight i may jus have a glass of wine to celebrate u and me........xoxo!

d.d.d ;-)

365 exact

one year and a month since i last blogged....it feels gud to be bak. Thank you Gramz for reminding me its my space and my thots...thats wat matters.
I missed u Daily Diva Delights........if i dont make this daily il atleast make it weekly...i owe it to u n myself.
Tomorrow is 2012::::: i thank God iv come this far....its bn tough on many different levels n good on many different levels as well as many achievements n failures too....all in all ur daily life experiences make it worthwhile.
So again its 31/12/2011: and im off to my pals wedding, i plan to enjoy myself.

101 thoughts

hey u...didnt i miss u..it has bn so damn long..dont even know wea to begin...hmmm

this week im havin my practical test as yours truly wuld like to call it...its so damn hard...im eating well but its all goin....kazi kwa wingi..wololololo...but all the same,morning delights is to die for..wat..pure senstaions...yay..wink wink...and the conversation and company.classic.

alot has happened since my last blog...but all i can say it feels gud to be back...mmmh wel i culd say right now im a scatter brain, like 42 thots/action plans but at the moment only like 3 are in action.tragic i know.
im about to embark on a detox.on that note i need to take a before picture and an after pic....according to the doc, i will rock.lookin forward to that feeling.i shall update on the results and the credibility.

so finally im bak on twitter/twirra..hhehehe...i had joined in July 09 and it was jus a shady fad then but now its hot..so that is on reactivate mode,but i wonder for how long.seeing as i get bored pretty fast.lol.

i had missed blogging.its such a free forum.

so iv lost a couple of friends.gained some.met some wierdos. ignored sme xters.blasted a fool.loved my baby.shouted at a fool.reconnected with a true friend.restablished a friendship.all this is okay.only i can judge myself and J.C. has my back. feel so bad for missing PBC all these Sundays.nearly becomin a heathen.yikes. and that is scary.

bout to leave the office.made some gud deals.im happy.off to pick a love cake.watch a movie.meet a pal.eat sme cake.get some loving.rest my feet.all pure blissful things.
btw i chucked my fake nails.they were hot wen they were hot.now my fingers look like wat they are supposed to look like.free, liberated and pretty fingers.
so, its tomorrow then. i guess so.

whatever it takes to make you happy.do it.

keep it divalicious.daily diva delights.

looong days and short nights....

helooooo DDD...
yes i have missed u...hope the feeeling is mutual..sooooooooooo much has hppened since our last blog moment....it has bn quite a while since i cant write everything downnn...il jus put it in terms of one fab thing per day;
so i paid for RDS......so far so gud, this is Day 4 and im feeelin on top of the worrrld....leo i went to town and it was scary but i had a gud learning experience...yippie,,,RDS to the heights.

wkd we went shoppin with a stig and stigga....fun tymes but i was so damn tired ...got myslef a fancy dress, got my son Ian sme clothes and shopin and got baby clothes for a friend, hope she loves them ....all in all i was so damn tired ;-) / ;-/

so wkd we went 2 see Ian.....gud tymes, gud tymes and though he had chickenpox, he was ok...and the matron is takin such gud care of him..so far so gud, he's even become so big...turnin in2 a young man and im so proud of my son...sad part about that day, we lost our camera...not even one year,bt we'll get a new one, eventually.

work has bn crazy, acting team leader and all....loadz to do and be accountable for..i mus say, the nights are so short and the days are so long.....its getin crazyyyyyyyyyyyyy, bt as a lady and more so as a Diva,im takin it all in my stride..it willl take me to the next level...so tomorrow morn, i have a training and im all prepared for that...all my materials are ready...and im gud to go....the rest is all about confidence and eloquence....RrrOGEerrr that....

so my crazy monkey..still makes me wanna swing from tree to tree....hanging on branches and giggling all the waay...he be the best of the bestest...

lookin to get a new hairstyle,sth funky but easy to manage...like that ever exists...everything is either to big, soft, fake, small, boring...anyway, check me out on monday....booyah!!!

so im about to leave for the day and it has bn one looong day,jus wana be out.....

enjoy life....

divalicious.....mwaaah!

reasons for everything...

yees its a new month....soooo many new plans...its a little bit scary!!!

September always brings me so many new delights and blessings.

happy new month to me and to u...esp you.

so august i mus say was hard...so many frustrations..and sad enuf from all my familiar angles..many are the tymes i contemplated jus moving to Malaysia..new start and all....Bosslady knows all about this.

so this is my month to finallly begin driving and the gym...after alot of thot and hesitation..its now or never to take the Diva to a new level...i think im ready for it...or am i??? il update in exactly 10 days...rrrRROoger that!!

im having so many emotions goin on right now and the last thing i need is a super ZIT....geez...y dont these things go on the leg or sth...my cheek...the round rosy part...really??!!

nway work....yuh work..iv bn on a slump of late bt im getin bak to that serious employeee phase...soonest!

amidst so much frustration..i totaally enjoyed pizza wit No 2,3 & 5...pple who love snakarunaz...hehehehe..love yuh!!what tym was that???lol..


nway...im melancholic today..extremely happy and extremely sad...all i know is that everything happens for a reason...and some words cut so deep..nothin really takes the pain away..

be gud to urself...ur all uv got.

ciao...d.d.d.....Divalicious...