Thursday, January 26, 2012

;-)

so its a new day and im feeling much better than yesterday.....actually im in a calmer mood but im restless...i dont know wat im expecting or waiting for but it feels good....so i shall practice patience.

Priyanka finally read the d.d.d, ok i kinda pushed her to do it but i warned her its all about me which she noted...but its my space and my way of expression so hey...lets jus enjoy it shall we. ;-)

so work is goin ok, bn a gud week, ok much better than last week and i hope it ends on a good note and the weekend is even better. i was expecting my pal G.G but she postponed to next weekend which is not so bad coz atleast i will have sme money so no limits coz who reallly likes limits- def not this Diva....so next weekend it is...dinner, drink, dancing...another d.d.d. .geeez im smart!

so im invited last minute for my colleagues farewell party, uh yesterday would have bn gud wen u mentioned it to everyone else not today as a by-the-way-back- up..no thank you. id rather sit in the salon and get my new hair do...a short funky hair cut....so i politely declined. cheerz mate.

so im really feeling like a facial- my face needs it so i think i will, maybe a massage too...lets budget on that....

nway gotta get bak to getin my mulla so check u out later d.d.d....

all my love.

unnecessary language

so today or ryt now im very upset or is livid a better word. So in the last one week iv bn called all sorts of names- lazy, disorganized, kiddish, no moral authority?????? Like what is happening? I seriously dont knw bt the sad part is all these came from pple who i hold dear or look upto. So if thats how they see me...should i care, be hurt, upset, take as critiscm, bullshit talk, be strong like i always am??? Or jus move to anotheer country or location or jus ignore them? Im jus distressed to say the least....i had sme cleaning to do bt these commments have left me wit jus bout enuf energy to have dinner and sleep...things tht seem normal.
Wel wat il do is nothing, for now except mind my bizness. Too tired and preoccupied wit work to let it drain me further.
Wel two things may help- getin a new hair do tomorrow, spa date on saturday and maybe a meet up wit a good pal.....lets see which brings the most peace.
So its dinner then sleep i repeat. Thats wat u can control so leme run wit it.
I hope ur gud,bn meaning to blog bt never quite have the right frame of mind wea i can express freely....wel i guess it came today bt not my best mood....il pray for peace coz i need it.'catch u later...d.d.d....all my love!

Friday, January 13, 2012

Change!!

hiiiiii!
so 1st blog of this year...and it feels gud....ok, so im kinda hungry- totally craving for my lemon and honey tea.....but the office is damn busy ;-( bt i will find a moment- i know i will......

so i took a moment and actually went thru sme of my earlier blogs and u know what...d.d.d is actually pretty gud..... Hi 5 to me and us!

so work is so crazy right now....as in im doing work for two people and both are taxing and quite busy....bt u know in life we all have choices- so i choose to rise above it- its hectic but only the strong do survive and build reslience. so im gona do them both to the best of my ability. coz u know im a Diva- i do it big. i survive.plus alot of smiles and good cheer.

so of late bn catching up wit a good friend and its bn nice..ok...its bn wonderful. i have enjoyed myself, learnt a lesson or two and even went on a road trip- thats gud. so 3 cheers to good friendships that add value to our lives.

so its a new year......lukin upto new things to happen and make life as fabulous as ever!! ok not quite but i jus realized...i live my life wit alot of fear..ok who doesnt...but im being positive and praying about it coz if i continue to live my life wit fear,,,,not much is gona happen....iv set sme deadlines but one of them is for March....that will happen and i jus gota put my best foot forward and be positive, have sme faith and work hard and everything will be okay.

so leme get bak to work and he next time i see u.....il share sme me stuff.....u know it feels good to treat urself well..wen u luk good, u feel gud!

cheerio daily diva delights....tonight i may jus have a glass of wine to celebrate u and me........xoxo!

d.d.d ;-)